pneumonia is icky...

So they have decided what's wrong with me. I have Pneumonia. I don't know what you've heard about this little illness, but it isn't exactly enjoyable. I attempted going to school today, and it didn't quite work out. I was sent home half way through first period because I felt horrible. Momma made me another doctors appointment, and that's where I spent the rest of my morning. They didn't take any more blood or stick anything down my throat this time. Wasn't that thoughtful? Anyway, I was examined again and that's when they made the final analysis. No school tomorrow, and Ohio is only a possibility at this point. It depends on how the antibiotic works. Luckily I have bacterial pneumonia rather than viral pneumonia, so it is a lot easier to treat. I should be fine by Saturday. Next week will be so much fun! Between getting back into the routine of school, and making up and entire week's worth of work, I'm just hoping to stay alive. :P

bad days and blood work

It really sucks when friendships come to an end, but it happens. Stephanie Laine, we have had so many good times. We have so many inside jokes, favorite songs, and plans for the future. We were inseparable. We had plans every weekend, and we got into some crazy situations. We told each other everything, and had so many intense conversations. You've talked me through a lot, and that goes both ways. You are the only person I could ever eat pizza rolls with at 3:00 a.m., and you're mother thinks we're insane. Bottom line; we've really gotten into it the last few days. We've said things that we shouldn't have, and even though you're too bull-headed to see it, all of this was just based off of a simple miscommunication. I am so sick of typing that word. Taking a break is the best thing for both of us right now. Neither of us need the drama or stress that comes with our friendship due to external parties. When this break is over, I know that everything will go back to the way it was, but until then, I'll miss you. <3

So I didn't go to school today because I'm still sick. I had to go to the doctors office which was horrible! Those people were extremely rude to me, and they did some very cruel things. What did you do today? I'm sure something along the lines of go school or work? Well I had a very long Q-tip shoved down my throat (with force), and blood extracted from my finger. I would not call this a good day. They didn't even figure out what was wrong with me, and they're just sending me back to school with a note to keep me out of p.e. I was not at all impressed by the doctors office today, and that's all I have to say.

surprise!

So today has not been my day. I woke up with a sore throat, but didn't think much of it. I took some water to school and figured I'd be fine. wrong! I was half way through second period when I found myself in the health office at school with a migraine and breathing problems. I was home and tucked into bed by 9:45. My sister woke me up at 3:00 to tell me that I didn't have to go to work. I'm sure that I would have slept longer if she hadn't woken me, but I needed to get up or else I wouldn't sleep at all tonight. Although it wouldn't really matter whether I got any sleep tonight or not, because I'm not going to school tomorrow anyway. I'm going to the doctors office instead. Yay! :P
Besides that, I'm having trouble with my friends now too. I just feel so defeated. No matter what I do, it's going to be wrong. I lost one of my best friends today. I still couldn't tell you why. I don't think either of us knows. We'll be friends again one day though. We have to...

Anyway, my day got a lot better due to a secret between my mother and my boyfriend. (I know it sounds a little shady, but stay with me here.) Momma and Topher had been texting today, and wouldn't tell me what they were talking about. As it turns out, secrets aren't always bad. These beautiful flowers were left for me on the front porch. I may be sick, but I'm still happy. :)

introducing the Topher Monster(:

It's been a while since my last post, and quite a few things have gone on in my life. One of the bigger events has been adding a boyfriend to the crazy equation of my life. His name is Cj, but I call him Topher. He makes me happy, and we always have fun together. I must say that we have run into some drama in starting our relationship. Kate had decided that she and Topher were dating a few weeks before he and I started dating. When she found out that we were together, she was a little upset. Luckily, Topher has a way with words, and was able to talk her into the idea of him seeing both of us. Since he is one of her four boyfriends, then they decided it was okay for him to have two. Does anyone else think that it's crazy I have to share boyfriends with my five year old sister? Oh well! It works...for now. ;)